mY naKed Thoughts

In this ultra-conservative, extremely religious country where I am into, I am totally convinced that this is NOT a safe country to live in. Every woman’s life is in peril. It shivers me thinking the latest gang rape happened. Rapists flavor of the week, is a Filipina again. I couldn’t believe the abduction was happened in the mall where people are swarming around and yet no one tried to stop it. Sexual harassment is all over the kingdom. May it be blatantly offered- an indecent proposal or they will just grab your neck and hack you. I personally say I haven’t found a man here who didn’t show malice to me. This is not a haughty statement. Let me tell you the reasons why they see me as a walking meat.

First, because of the fact that I am a woman or they would settle to a female camel instead if there’s no woman present. Camels will do the trick. :-0

Check out the link and you’ll see how hungry these men are. I thought they’re are just dogs. You know, when you throw meat or bone to a dog, it automatically gnaws on the bone. But then, I’m dead wrong. These men even there’s no meat or bone or a skin shown, they will still wolf you!

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=b7000259ab

Second, because  I am a Christian and / or I am a Filipino. Ergo, their prejudice would be- I am liberal minded on sex and / or I am groveling for money.

Third, I am alone away from home and I am lonely. With their idiocy, they concluded that having them is one thing that I should be grateful of because they’re doing me a favor. This will be my debt of gratitude to these shameless pigs!

Lastly, I am just a dot to easily be deleted. A minutiae of persona. Words from a pygmy against of the giant with a turban. To whom will they believe?  Indeed I’m the perfect target for abuse.

I’ve been in Saudi for four years. Needlessly say, I’ve encountered a lot. All I could utter to myself now is to always be precautious. Though there is no safe place on earth, it still make a difference to be alert and aware of what is happening in your surroundings. Be careful to people and be careful to yourself as well. Temptations are lingering everywhere.

This really disturbs me. How I just so wish I am in Philippines.